eh, not much to tell. really, really depressed. really, really want to cut. it's been months and i won't but i still want to. again: it's not the action, it's the mindset. there's a canal behind this house and i want to jump in it or take a bath and never get out.
i like to incorporate sylvia plath into my everyday life. which is why i decided to take a bath last night. it was going well until i got in and turned off the faucet and the water was sinking. i fiddled with the plug thingy for a bit, but to no avail. no bath for morgan. so i stayed up until 5am writing stupid stories about why i'm fucked up, but with a sense of humor.
theglitterfades0 (4:41:39 PM): j'deteste moi brain
Alemona34 (4:42:04 PM): oh no
Alemona34 (4:42:15 PM): have you tried lemonade?
theglitterfades0 (4:42:26 PM): i tried dehydrated cranberries
theglitterfades0 (4:42:28 PM): they made me wink
Alemona34 (5:06:30 PM): god, i smell so damn bad
theglitterfades0 (5:06:38 PM): i just sneezed and snot came out
Alemona34 (5:06:43 PM): but if i take a shower, my hair will look worse
Alemona34 (5:06:50 PM): i just don't know what to do, abby
Alemona34 (5:07:03 PM): that too
Alemona34 (5:07:10 PM): we are HOT!
theglitterfades0 (5:07:19 PM): dear ugly hair in santa barbara, dont' fret! boys like messy hair! it makes them think you just got laid and maybe you're easy!
Alemona34 (5:07:21 PM): i can't understand why we don't have boyfriends
me neither.
Alemona34 (5:32:38 PM): well, her mouth is open, therefore that can only mean one thing, right?
theglitterfades0 (5:32:57 PM): right!
theglitterfades0 (5:33:06 PM): holy bagelry, batman!
theglitterfades0 (5:33:18 PM): pun totally intended