so, now that that's over.
here is what i want to think: brian likes me and he wants to kiss me. here is what i will not think: brian likes me and he wants to kiss me. here is what i am thinking: i like brian and i want to kiss him.
i was just outside talking to sarah when all of a sudden, two boys approached us. the conversation went something like this:
boy: hi
sarah: hi
me: hi
boy: how's it goin
me: fine
boy: hey, you know brian, right?
me: yes
boy: and rohan?
me: yeah
boy: are you happy?
pause
me: no
sarah: ok, uh...what do you want?
boy: ...
boy: i smoked you out at a party.
me: when was this?
boy: at ato. recently.
me: yeah, i think i remember that. that fucked me up.
boy: yeah, and i just wanted to say sorry for dissing you.
me: oh, don't worry about it.
boy: yeah, cause i had just broken up with my girlfriend.
me: oh, i'm sorry.
boy: yeah, so i just wanted to tell you that.
me: oh, thanks.
boy: see you later.
it is at the point that i would like to voice a resounding: WHAT?! i don't understand life at all.
and i have massive amounts of cramps that are consuming me and life sucks.