A Conversation Ender
20 May 2010 at 8:18 pm

Drive drive drive, six hours up the coast, quickly. May as well give each other the life stories, or rather, the life cliff notes: just the obvious stuff.

We're still strangers, Erin and I. Now we just know a lot more about each other.

Some people really like to talk, rehash everything that just happened, likes, dislikes, comments, questions, suggestions.

I like to eat.

I'm in a room in the Clift, and, as Sam will say later, "Oh no, did I put you" in another awkward social situation "?".

It's not necessarily awkward for me, to sit there, a fly on the wall in the middle of the room. I rarely have energy for strangers, but they are usually more entertaining than whatever I would be watching on TV instead.

I have one conversation, slowly sipping the screwdriver the girl I sat next to handed to me as soon as I sat down, she too drunk to drink it herself:

"I saw them at Soho."

(I didn't go because I would enjoy going: that night ended badly. I went so I would have a story to tell.)

"Soho," someone else says. He's in the room because it is his, or at least, his work paid for it. "Funny how every city has one, a Soho, that they all stemmed from the one in New York."

"New York is the epicenter of all things creative," I say, "with authority," they say.

I skipped ahead a few lines in the natural flow of conversation, because conversation bores me. They prove my point, using the next few minutes to discuss what I said and how I said it. The point was made. There was no discussion to be had.

("I'm a conversation ender," I once told someone.)

We leave. I walk with them to a bar, and keep walking as they all go in.


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About me
Hi. Morgan, 27, of Santa Barbara, CA. I am a hypocritical admirer of rhetoric (when it is my own) and an observer of literary trends. A secret: I don't take anything very seriously, and that includes myself.