I had a little Fit this morning where the basic conclusion was, the only thing that's really making me happy right now is my continuing effort to be skinny. All that's involved in that is just not eating, which I'm discovering is not as difficult as I once thought.
Everyone knows that people don't become anoretic (which I'm not) because they want to be skinny; it's because they want control over at least one thing in there life. So that's where I'm at right now.
When my dad was visiting, he took me to buy some black pants and, upon finding some that worked ok, said, "But how are they going to look when you lose weight?"