life is so fucking stagnant right now. i'm bored and listless and there's absolutely nothing left for me in seattle. i want to leave. i hate feeling in between like this, but this is how it's going to be for the rest of my life. when i go back to school, i'm just going to be waiting around for a career. when i get a career that i'm bound to hate and i'll make it work because i love money, i'll be waiting around for retirement. when retirement comes, i'll be too old and cranky to enjoy myself.
"life is misery, princess. anyone who tells you otherwise is trying to sell you something."