i was doing ok last night and i was fine this morning until i started driving to work, and then it started: that hollow "lifefuckingsuckswhydoibother" feeling. i hate my job. i hate my life. i hate myself. i fuck everything up. i bounced a check today. my paycheck isn't enough to cover everything i wanted to pay off. my boyfriend's a loser. i have bad hair. i have a cough. i can't quit smoking. all my friends annoy me. i have no talents. i'm a worthless sack of shit.
don't worry. it's probably just hormonal.
and dave eggers makes me happy.