so i just spent a good chunk o time talking with random boy y. amongst conversations regarding politics, conan, and trl, he slid in, "so, uh, where's your boyfriend located?" due to a wicked case of 4am, i responded, "ha. hahahah. i don't have boyfriends." and then got into how i want a boyfriend but it'd have to be the perfect situation to even begin a relationship. the perfect situation, of course, includes staying up all night discussing salinger, patriotism, and screenplays.
well, i said the last part in my head. and in my head, instead of stroking my arm and leaving awkwardly, he kisses me goodnight and i fall asleep in his arms.
but hey, you know. it wouldn't be my life if the majority of my happiness was derived from actual, instead of hypothetical, occurences.