alright, that's it. i'm unplugging the modem, hiding the remote controls, and turning off the phone. i'm fasting in hopes of detoxification. i'm going to fade into hermitage until wednesday, when i am cleaning the house from top to bottom for when my mum gets here.
i am only going to read and write for the next few days. i am refusing to see anyone.
i've tried to do this a few times, and each try has failed because in my attempt to disassociate myself from society, i find myself hoping someone will get ahold of me and tell me i'm being silly, society loves me, won't you rejoin us?
but i'm sick of starting projects i will never finish. and so, here i go. goodbye until thursday.