this is how much i suck: i woke up at 8:05. considering i have not woken up before 2p for absolute days, i assumed it was 8:05pm and i was terribly disappointed in myself. then i came and turned on the tv, expecting friends, but good morning america was on. overjoyed, i checked my computer, and sure enough, it was 8:05am! i was going to celebrate by going back to bed, but then i realized that, for some reason, i wasn't tired.
so this is what it's like to be normal. hmmm.
oh god. i just read sanam's livejournal [loser] entry reflecting on the past year and it makes me cry because that part of my life is so fucking over. i enjoyed santa barbara. some of the people sucked, but some rocked.
the eggo waf-FULLS commercials is entirely too frightening.
and so, i'm stealing this from sanam:
[[10 Bands You've Seen Live]]
- no doubt
- weezer
- the nields : D : D : D
- pretty girls make graves
- the getup kids
- the eyeliners
- deathcab for cutie
- the dismemberment plan
- the icarus line
- gorillaz
[[09 Things You're Looking Forward To]]
- seattle
- getting out of debt
- going to the lake today
- being happy
- falling in reciprocated love
- having a reason to wake up before 2p
- the scooby-doo movie
- getting more claritin
- washing my hair
[[08 Things You Wear Daily]]
- tank top
- underwear
- nailpolish
- mascara
- converse
- bettie page ring
- deodorant
- vaseline
[[07 Things That Annoy You]]
- my nose
- boys who don't like me
- inebriated people who aren't as affectionate as i am
- reddingites
- brooke burke
- that listerine commercial with the guy who has to swish for 30 seconds...gaaaah!
- people who get straight-edge tattoos
[[06 Things You Touch Every Day]]
- kleenex
- my kittens
- my pillow
- my computer
- my wallet
- cigarettes
[[05 Things You Do Every Day]]
- update this
- sleep
- smoke
- watch tv
- check email
[[04 People You'd Like to Spend More Time With]]
- brianna
- my brother
- suzy
- drew
[[03 Movies You Could Watch Over and Over]]
- only you
- breakfast at tiffany's
- joe versus the volcano
[[02 Of Your Favorite Songs At This Moment]]
- fell in love with a girl -- the white stripes
- the decline -- nofx
[[01 Person You Could Spend the Rest of Your Life With]]
- drew
good lord. i just switched between, like, 5 channels and each features something scooby-doo-ish. of course, i choose to watch the one focusing on freddie prinze jr's hair. rock on, regis. rock on, kelly.
jesus christ. i woke up incredibly depressed and i feel so unloved and i keep tearing up and i am sad sad sad sad sad. life bites. ARGH. DEPRESSION. SUCKS.