reconciliation backfire
30 May 2002 at 8:54 pm

in redding, i constantly feel like a child in her mother's clothes, literally and figuratively. when i dressed strangely in santa barbara, i didn't notice. when i dress strangly in redding, i feel judged and inappropriate. walking around the town, everything i do is constanly reevaluated and critiqued by myself. should i have smiled at him? should i have worn my flip flops? do people think i'm trying too hard when i smoke?

why do i have no confidence in my own home town?

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Hi. Morgan, 27, of Santa Barbara, CA. I am a hypocritical admirer of rhetoric (when it is my own) and an observer of literary trends. A secret: I don't take anything very seriously, and that includes myself.