o, but what does it mean?
28 May 2002 at 12:37 pm

after napping from 6-11 last night and finally falling asleep again around 3 after tossing and turning, trying to find the least painful position, i woke up at 7:30a and every hour after that.

needless to say, i'm cranky.

the dream i had right before carlo called and i finally got out of bed (at noon...early than i've been up for weeks) consisted of some girl and i at mt. shasta, her learning to ski, me learning to snowboard. except it was scary because we were trying to ski/board up the mountain, which was normal in the dream, and we had to get to the top before they closed the mountain down so we could take the ski lifts down the mountain to the car. right before i woke up, i went off a jump and landed in a pile of snow in which rescue workers were trying to save someone who'd gone off the same jump and was hurt.

i've had a dream like this before, in which i was skiing up the mountain and taking lifts down. the first one, i was with my family. this one, i was with a girl i wasn't really good friends with but who i knew from somewhere. i think it was this girl from in n out who just started working right when i quit.

as i lay in bed last night, i tried to explain the pain i was feeling. i came up with a couple different explanations: like the body aches from the flu. like arthritis. like every muscle has been tense for a week and when i try to relax them they spaz out. like there are needles running through my blood.

it's a little better today, but not much. i still have little desire to do anything besides sleep and read.

sanpellegrino limonata is decadent.

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Hi. Morgan, 27, of Santa Barbara, CA. I am a hypocritical admirer of rhetoric (when it is my own) and an observer of literary trends. A secret: I don't take anything very seriously, and that includes myself.