kindly take note of the time.
5:26a.
i have not been awake this late/up this early in a very, very long time.
well, that's a lie. i was awake this late a few weeks ago.
but i haven't been up this early in months.
i tried everything. reading, kittying, staring at the wall. so now i'm going to drink some of my mum's wine, smoke some cigarettes, and watch the sun rise.
i had this whole schedule planned out for today, too. however, it depended on me being awake at 11a. i think that's when i'll be going to be.
i wouldn't mind being an insomniac if i actually got things done. but i don't.
i blame insomnia on my genes and prozac. fuck, my mom's awake.