oh fuck.
drank too much tonight. 3 and 1/2 shots of vodka, 2 huge-ass shots of vodka/squirt, 4 very full plastic cups of beer, and then i was outside throwing up.
so now i'm back to the tipsy stage and i can't sleep yet because i have that falling sensation so i'm chugging water like there's no tomorrow and urgh. it's only 1am and i'm turning in. fuck. i need to stop this pattern and i just burped and it'll out coming out now and my roommate's boyfriend is here and i burnt my lip with a cigarette and tomorrow adam had better show up at bang because if he doesn't i'm going to be upset. i want to see my boy.
time to chug some more water and crawl into bed and urgh. this is bad.