Empty Rhetoric

unhappy, but otherwise ok
19 November 2001 at 12:34 am

i was talking outside with joanna for an hour or so on the phone and my right hand is completely frozen. i can barely move it and it's getting tingly and it's odd and annoying.

conclusions from the conversation:

i'm going to take things as they come and experience things as they present themselves to me and otherwise //do what makes me anxious//

i shouldn't worry about being so fake around aurora and suzzi and yojaira because i'm not really being fake, i'm just being closed

i constantly feel belittled by my current roommate

i'm not losing a grasp of myself and i'm not losing my intelligence and i haven't lost all that i pride in myself; it's just been temporarily frozen while i adjust to my surroundings

dropping out of school is going to be a good thing

my goal for phantom planet is to meet at least one person and to not stand in the corner glaring at everyone

capricorns are fucked in the relationship department because (a) we want what we can't have and (b) the type of boy we want would never hit on me and thus i will never get any action ever again (this capricorn, anyway)

joanna likes britney spears' new song. i do not.

my hall sucks ass

mantra of the evening: all in due time

it's really good i never ever ever see chris because i can pretend i'm over him

i should start my comm paper

i think i'll stop now because that's what i'm going to do.

someone wrote on my memo board:

"MORGAN IS LOVED =)"

hurrah!

my hand is regaining feeling.

hurrah!

i'm going to go read for da60 in the hall.

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