you stupid girl, can't believe you fake it - garbage
28 October 2001 at 11:45 am

so i wasn't going to update yet but i had such an enjoyable evening and it's only 11:45 (yay daylight savings time) so everything that needs to be done today can TOTALLY wait until...um...3am. weeee!

right, so spent the beginning of saturday night moping for a bit and then, as sarah was studying in the lounge at 9pm (urg) and i was considering doing such i thought to myself, "Morgan. No." (i think the thought was a little more in depth, but yeah.) so then i start the process of d.p.r.-ing, and dancing to the donnas (the only way) and then chilling in the dorm watching all the silly sluts walk around (the theme for halloween in iv is "freeze your ass off") and then chilling with christine and sarah waiting for anne so we can go to rocky horror and then anne showing up with supercute josh and supercool theater people forgottheirnames and them doing kiss makeup and then me doing Super Goth Eyes and Super Goth Lips and Super Gelled Hair and then we walk to IV and buy tickets and then christine and sarah and i walk down dp and it's not terribly interesting (we were at the end of the street though) and walk back and

oh. there's chris.

chris? what's chris doing here? why is he standing there staring at me? why does he seem so happy to see me? why can't i say anything? why do i just keep walking past him just smiling and saying hi? why don't i stop and talk and tell him to sit with us? why did i chug that dpr? am i walking still? why am i sitting down now? where did chris go?

fuck me.

anyway, so we're sitting in the very back row, which i'm all for, and sarah says, "i'm just noticing how we're totally isolating ourselves" and i say, "yeah, and what the fuck is wrong with that?" and a few minutes later she gets up and leaves. so now i feel bad and i'm confused and i should make a shirt that says:

"Any bitchy comments I make are not directed towards you. They are me being tactless. They are nothing personal. Do not take them personally. If you take them personally, I will get mad at you and won't apologize anyway."

Yeah, so christine and i just kind of stare at each other, like, wha..? but anyway. the movie starts and, of course, it's all about the audience participation and during the timewarp half the audience, including everyone in our group except christine, josh, and i get up and then the rest of our group sits with the rest of the audience and we're still in back, but it was cool.

and it was an enjoyable evening. during the walk back, i was superjazzed and started doing grand j'etes and hopscotching and skipping and la. and then i'm sitting outside writing in my journal for pages and pages and random drunk people talk to me, which was nice in a "haha, you're drunk and silly but nice still" way and observing people is just so fucking interesting. i'm getting a pretty good grasp on our hall and their idiosyncricies (not going to bother looking that word up to see if it's the right one...deal). then suzzi comes back from work and we're roommate-bashing, which is absolutely healthy and then we're like, "jesus, we're starving!" so we go looking for a 24hr drive thru at 4:20am (ooo) and jack in the box man, severe props to you for that bacon bacon cheeseburger and oreocookie milkshake! hurrah!

so it's 5:30am by the time i finally get into bed but I had a good weekend and it was worth it. now i'm going to go work out and ... yeah, we'll see after that. everyone should sign my guestbook (<--) because i'm in a "feel the love" mood.

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Hi. Morgan, 27, of Santa Barbara, CA. I am a hypocritical admirer of rhetoric (when it is my own) and an observer of literary trends. A secret: I don't take anything very seriously, and that includes myself.