maybe i'll nap, instead of studying for my theater appreciation final.
maybe i'll listen to david sedaris instead.
maybe i'll eat the cranberry pumpkin bread my mom sent me instead
maybe i'll go fuck chris instead.
maybe i'll clean my room instead.
maybe i'll kick the ass of the girl who plays the dixie chicks as loud as possible instead.
maybe i'll go find christina and force my friendship onto her and get her to smoke me out instead.
maybe i'll swim into the ocean and never return instead.
maybe i'll figure out answer the questions that have haunted philosophers for centuries instead.
maybe i'll stare at the wall instead.
maybe i'll bang my head against the wall instead.
or maybe i'll just study.