need to stop Insane Crush on simon. BUT! said hi today! he was walking down our hall and said, "how's it going" to anne and "hi" to me. i said a shy "hi" back and made SUCH eye contact.
but it was still a rather anticlimatic hello.
ooooohhhhh......so in like......so want.
and hail the high heavens, morgan got stoned tonight! i went with anne to her friend karl's appt. we were hanging out in his tattoo parlor for a while, and i, of course, wasn't talking so he looks at me and says, "you, say something." and i say that i don't talk, i observe, and he just looks at me and says, "that makes you very attractive." yay for aura of mystery!! so why doesn't simon notice that....i told karl about simon, and his Great Advice was to go for it. great....erm....and how would i got about doing that?
am such nerd.
i stole one of anne's cloves (hah, am SUCH nerd) and took it to the beach and smoked that after getting smoked out at karl's and watching Repo Man (highly suggested stoner movie...crazy-ass, nonsensical shit). anyway, it was nice, smokin at the beach. kept getting paranoid, of course. then came back and grabbed my kickass "pretty much rock" cd and went on a walk and laid on the grass and watched the clouds for a while. i got paranoid about the sprinklers coming on so i walked back to the tune of "yoo hoo," which is great "i am walking with ATTITUDE" music. oooohhhh, am going ot sleep Damn well tonight!
but horny. want simon...fucking a, i need to start calling him chris. ok, want chris. kisses! affection! goddamn attention!
hair update: is so unbefuckinglievably cute. v. 50s-pixieish-punk. am going to dye tips red this week. woooooooo!
then maybe next time, chris will say "how's it goin" to me.