i beg your pardon?
22 September 2001 at 10:23 pm

so today, christine and i decided to be friends and we went on a very nice walk, discussing things of depressing nature. i think i may have already mentioned this. and it's been discovered that christine rocks, as she had a small but plentiful reserve of weed and a v. cute pipe with which to smoke it. so we went down to the beach and smoked, and it was lovely and highly recommended.

and have i ever mentioned how horny i get when i'm stoned? i get very affectionate, a fact which both esp and joanna can attest to (not in that way, silly). but yeah, if i have even an inkling of a crush on a guy, it blows into this huge fantasy thing and it's all i think about when i'm stoned. as is what happened today. i'm not sure if i mentioned this already either, but deal. so a few days ago i was locking up my bike and am walking towards the door, a good 10 seconds away, and this guy is standing there holding it for me. he's short and has black hair and is punk and has this gorgeous face with these gorgeous eyes -- i'm such a sucker for eyes -- so i skip to the door and smile sweetly and say thanks and he has this genuine smile and then he walked upstairs. so i really didnt' think much of it, except for the eyes. then, today, walking around with christine and sarah we walk by him and his friend (possible roommate?) that he's always walking around with and he smiles directly at me and raises an eyebrow.

?????

sarah just kind of laughed and said, "hey, you were eyebrowed." we debated what this meant, and i just asked travis (blast from the past) who said it means he was interested, but then he laughed and said he had no clue but generally, yeah. so i'm so in like now and i feel so high school. how droll.

did anybody see this really old movie with this little kid who was generally happy and had all the toys in the world and then he got this car that would take him anywhere and it took him to the doldrums because he was really depressed? that movie scared the shit out of my when i was a kid. and it's kind of tripping me out now, just thinking about it.

speaking of trippy, i watched harold and maude tonight with christine. at least 15 people came into the lounge and asked, "what movie is this?" and had never heard of it. i'd heard of it ,but hadn't seen it and it was nothing what i expected. it had a kubrickish clockwork-orange feel so it, and i very much enjoyed the bizarre ole film, but damn, it was weird. i wish i had seen it by myself because there were about 10 people in the room, all boys, oddly enough, who were playing pool and pingpong. pingpong is not a good noise to hear when watching a movies such as harold and maude. but itw as enjoyable nonetheless.

gaaaaah, why won't kazaa let me download the getup kids!!!?? it's taking forever!! stupid ethernet!!

i want boy. but i would settle for just his name. i saw Other Boy from orientation at the dining hall today, and he's very odd looking and i do not enjoy him anymore. he kind of looks like chad from 2gether, but with a much narrower, less cute head. i miss chad.

i think the time has come for me to go read calvin and hobbes in the lounge. and so, i bid you adieu.

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Hi. Morgan, 27, of Santa Barbara, CA. I am a hypocritical admirer of rhetoric (when it is my own) and an observer of literary trends. A secret: I don't take anything very seriously, and that includes myself.