There are so many fucking great quotes!
I had Great tiramasu tonight at La Gondola. I don't like tiramasu, and I was franctically stealing bites from my mum. I love my mum...we talked about the Peter situation, and she said that he's being creepy and that I should keep my cell phone with me at all times, call her if I need a ride, and make sure Katie's around. I'm kind of looking forward to ditching Peter, because something tells me it will come to that.
I was talking to Namita and she was confused about the whole "online diary" thing and why would i want strangers reading my diary? I decided that diaries shouldn't be private...at least, not my diary. If the thoughts I put in here are so important, shouldn't the most important people of my life know about them? I'm a big fan of complete honesty. Really, how do you know if you can deal with someone until you know exactly what's going through their head? I hate head games too...letting people think you're a certain way, and then once they get to know you acting way different. It's so pointless. This isn't to say I don't do this, but half of the stuff I do I say I shouldn't do.
Mom and I also decided that I'm very cute and I love being 115 pounds and if I lost any more weight, I would be unnaturally skinny. Woo hoo! I'm at my target weight! And we're both happy about my chub. I love my chub!
(We discussed this as I was downing a tiramasu. Oh my God, I love myself! I have self-consciousness problems, but when it comes right down to it I'm going to eat my happy little heart out. Yay!)
Also, I love how I'm being totally bitchy towards Peter. Joanna was saying how she can see it from both sides, and I know this is very selfish of me, but I don't care about him. I just want to have a good night. Ooo, Peter just said, "you can do your own thing if you don't like what's going on." Um, duh.
I have boundary issues, in that I push them. I start out each relationship with the idea that I can treat that person however the hell I want until they respond. Then I know how bitchy I can be around that person before they'll start bitching back at me. It's a control thing. This is what I'm doing at work...acting as slackass as possible to see when they'll finally say something. So far, so good.
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