So, here we go again.
I did something stupid today. I was swinging on my counter and i slipped and landed flat on my back and it hurt but it was soooo funny. I started laughing.
Anyway. I'm thinking about Doug and how I don't want to think about him anymore. I'm totally physically attracted to him because he's physically attracted to me. That's the only reason. Yeah.
I'm so desperate for a crush. For a while, I was ok, but now there's no one in my life i can have a crush on. Seriously, I can't think of one boy I can obsess about and stay up nights thinking about and have false hope for. Sigh.
Sigh.