i really must sleep now, but perhaps i will mention just how little i suck. i was rereading old entries from exactly a year ago, and i sucked then. but then i started reading old old entries from high school, and really, i was pretty fucking rockin.
and i mean that in the most ironic sense possible.
i told michelle tonight that if i don't get laid by sunday, i'm going to go batshit. so i'm finetuning my seduction skills for a night on the town on saturday.
i bought a $200 tv from best buy today. yay good credit. and michelle and i decided to venture into the land of ikea. in an amazing feat of self-deprivation, i managed to purchase only a much-needed corkscrew, some decorative mushroom things for nostalgic purposes, and straws -- all for the low low price of $4.95!!
and getting back to the thoughts at the tip of my brain, the only differences between ayearago me and rightnow me is that i drink wine and beer instead of rum and dr pepper and i smoke a lot more cigarettes. and i guess i've gained a bit of perspective from sex and drugs.
and maybe i've grown up a little, but probably not.