nothing like a good job hunt to make you feel utterly worthless.
truly, i would like to be dead right now. last night i was considering swallowing a few extra pills ... surely i have enough rx's to do myself in. what kept me going in high school was college. what kept me going in college was the belief that i hadn't experienced everything yet. eh, i've had enough. now the only thing keeping me going is my mom, who would be devastated. that's not fair though, to have to live for another person. especially when that person does nothing but nag. which doesn't help.
the caption on msnbc is "alan keyes is making sense." i think it's the name of the show, but it'd be funny if that were news.