alright, self. that's it. i've had it with you. you've done enough bitching to last a lifetime. everyone has to deal with shit; you wonder why you have no one to relate to? because people CAN deal with their shit! don't pity yourself because you think you've had it so much worse. oh, boo hoo, every male relative has fucked with you somehow. pity the girl who can't work up to her potential. psh. just shut up and do what you have to do. life isn't about experience; it's about fucking getting through the day. you've fucked up enough already. you've lost control of almost everything and respect from almost everyone. just stop thinking about shit and start living your fucking life. grr.