Jolily416 (12:38:41 AM): i cant help it...everything's a mess
Auto response from Kute Koala (12:38:41 AM): attempt at production, take 4
Kute Koala (12:40:43 AM): what's a mess
Jolily416 (12:40:49 AM): its a song
Jolily416 (12:40:49 AM): sorry
Kute Koala (12:40:53 AM): no worries
Jolily416 (12:40:54 AM): hows the paper
Kute Koala (12:40:57 AM): i cut my hair again
Kute Koala (12:40:59 AM): uh
Jolily416 (12:41:00 AM): yeah?
Kute Koala (12:41:00 AM): i started it
Kute Koala (12:41:01 AM): yeah
Jolily416 (12:41:02 AM): hows it look
Kute Koala (12:41:04 AM): this time, ti was a mistake
Jolily416 (12:41:08 AM): then what are you doing now
Jolily416 (12:41:09 AM): hm.
Jolily416 (12:41:11 AM): how short
Kute Koala (12:41:13 AM): i basically just shagged the back
Kute Koala (12:41:16 AM): so it's layers
Jolily416 (12:41:16 AM): please dont tell me like seventh grade
Kute Koala (12:41:19 AM): noooo
Kute Koala (12:41:23 AM): the front is still cute
Jolily416 (12:41:27 AM): can you still wear a ponytail
Jolily416 (12:41:29 AM): that's all that matter
Jolily416 (12:41:30 AM): s
Kute Koala (12:41:40 AM): lol, i couldn't put it ina pony tail after the 2nd cut
Jolily416 (12:41:51 AM): hm
Kute Koala (12:42:00 AM): each time i cut it i freak out about if i'm doing the right thing
Kute Koala (12:42:07 AM): and then i think, fuck it, let's jsut see how this turns out
Kute Koala (12:42:15 AM): and then i get this fear that i just fucked my life up
Jolily416 (12:42:18 AM): why did you cut it
Kute Koala (12:42:18 AM): then i realize, it's just hair
Jolily416 (12:42:21 AM): need a release?
Kute Koala (12:42:24 AM): i just felt like it
Kute Koala (12:42:26 AM): i wanted to know what would happen
Kute Koala (12:42:29 AM): how it would look
Kute Koala (12:42:34 AM): it's kind of zen-like
Jolily416 (12:42:38 AM): i guess
Kute Koala (12:42:42 AM): like, i'm tryhing to reach that point where i just dont' care
Kute Koala (12:42:45 AM): where i realize it doesn't matter
Kute Koala (12:42:51 AM): and i have to go through to motions to prove that it doesn't matter
Jolily416 (12:42:52 AM): okay i understand now
Kute Koala (12:43:11 AM): is this a good thing or am i just a freak?
Jolily416 (12:43:17 AM): its a good thing
Jolily416 (12:44:03 AM): as long as it has the outcome you hope for
Kute Koala (12:44:19 AM): it's not the outcome; it's the realization that the outcome doesn't matter
Kute Koala (12:44:38 AM): which i guess would be the outcome...
Kute Koala (12:44:50 AM): anyway, here's my goal:
Kute Koala (12:45:03 AM): tonight, i finish my phil paper so i can turn it into my ta tomorrow to get him to look it over
Kute Koala (12:45:10 AM): tomorrow, i study like hell for my ma 15 final
Kute Koala (12:45:29 AM): wednesday, i write my comm paper that's not due til next tuesday so my ta can check it on thursday, because those are her last office hours
Kute Koala (12:45:44 AM): all week i diet and exercise like mad to lose a few pounds before i see mum next wednesday
Jolily416 (12:45:48 AM): i love planning out things
Kute Koala (12:45:50 AM): hey, i get to wander around sf by myself for 8 hours
Kute Koala (12:45:52 AM): i know
Jolily416 (12:45:53 AM): but they never work
Kute Koala (12:45:55 AM): and then i never do that
Kute Koala (12:45:58 AM): yeah, exactly
Jolily416 (12:46:00 AM): ever.
and that's enough of that. well, maybe not.
Kute Koala (12:46:21 AM): it's kind of sad how cutting my own hair is such an accomplishment for me
SPLizZAT (12:46:42 AM): it's sad how i now consider a bag of cheezits a meal
SPLizZAT (12:46:46 AM): welcome to college
Kute Koala (12:47:03 AM): please keep your arms and head inside the vehicle at all times
Kute Koala (12:47:10 AM): do notget off until we come to a complete stop
Kute Koala (12:47:14 AM): thank you and have a nice trip
SPLizZAT (12:47:19 AM): lol yeah totally
Kute Koala (12:47:43 AM): brb
SPLizZAT (12:47:52 AM): werd
Kute Koala (12:49:25 AM): k
SPLizZAT (12:49:37 AM): hooray