I don't feel loved or unloved.
I don't feel depressed or happy.
I'm not particularly content.
Nor am I particularly disgruntled..
I used to think there was something better, and this was supposed to be it, but it's not.
I just feel nothing. A familiar emptiness I've felt for the past few years. Is this normal? There's just nothing...no emotion, not even apathy...just nothing.
Fuck it.