woke up too late to get bfast, but just in time to see simon walking down the hall with a girl. why, why must i be SO stupid and emotionally defunkt? i've never even talked to the boy, but i dreamt about him last night. odd but comforting dream too. i only remember the last part. he worked at long's in redding and my friends and i went in there to get a bunch of stuff and i went to the bathroom and my friends tried to steal their stuff, which pissed me off because my stuff was with their stuff but i wanted to pay for it. they were caught and brought the stuff back and paid for it, and then i saw him there but it was normal because he was my boyfriend and we snuck off to a corner to kiss and such.
and thus: i am not over him, nor am i over the idea of simon in general.
furthermore: my subconscious needs to stop toying with my emotions.
nevertheless: i am insane and need to be locked away until my emotional issues have been banished.