i am Miserable.
i Hate it here.
and roommate says: "i just can't do that." (what.) "i'm not going to be miserable. i can't live my life like that." (i can't not. but i dont' want to bring anyone down.)
i am Sad, down the the depths of my soul. my Sadness is robbing me of appetite. my Melancholy is slowly leaking all energy out of my body. all i want to do is Cry. i feel a huge Burden on my shoulders...physical pain, anguish...from Misery.
no money...few friends...no energy...no happiness...
how is this better than redding?