heaven right now is: listening to billie in an oldfashioned bath that stand by itself with bubbles and rose petals all around me and a certain Boy giving me a massage.
ahhh...
it was founders day today at a certain school in virginia.
it was their last founders day.
my last founders day was two years ago.
i'm near tears because of this.
that, and my soulmate is 19/20 and lives in seattle/philadelphia/somewhere not redding.
and i've never met him/talked to him.
oh goodness, i'm a mess.