the email i sent to everyone
(p.s.: madeira doesn't allow diaryland.com. bastards.)
Wonder of wonders: I have access to email! I'm at my gparent's and the C
button doesn't really work, so if words are missingletters, that's why.
anyway. so i'm going to try to type this all out. mom and i left for
sacramento and had a nice conversation on thew ay down, exept i disovered
that my grandparents are completely uncompatible and even though they love
eah other, they don'tthink they should have gotten married. i thought it
was an opposites attract thing, but i guess not. isnt' that sad? then we
ate at piati's, which was very yummy, and went to bed. oh, i wathed part of
crocodile dundee and it was rawther amusing. we wake up and go to krispy
kreme donuts (!) and then go to the airport and i only have an hour to when
my flight's supposed to leave (key word: supposed) and there's a huge line
and i start to freak out but realize its' probably delayed, and indeed,it was
delayed. so we wait for the plane to start boarding and i almost ried when i
said goodbye to m!
y mum beause i'm so worried abou
t her and my brother. sigh. then i got on the plane and rea magazines on
the way down to LA> i get to LA 1/2 late but my friend who lives in LA
waited for me (she was goingot meet me at the gate so we ould visit for a
while...that was fun) and i board my next flight and am sitting next to this
super nice guy who offers me a tic-tac. isn't that nice? anyway. so the
flight's long and bumpy and i seriously have to pee so i have to get up
during turbulence even though the seatbelt sign was on but i seriously ahd to
go. like, i had severe pains. it wa bad. la de da, the plane lands and i'm
walking off the gate and psyching myself up for dealing with baggage claim by
myself and for meeint namita and i glance up and there's namita and cary and
jj waiting for me! my mouth dropped andi was like like, gadlkjf. so i ran
over and smiled and laughed and it was very exciting. then we got my
luggage, drove back to shool and laughed and talked a lot and stopped by
mcdonald's and w!
ent to campus and i saw a bunch
of people and it wasn't, like, screaming reunions. it was just like, wow.
we've all changed. it was a good thing, but everyone was stressed from,
like, multitudes of term papers and stuff. so we stayed up and talked for a
while and then i went to sleep and slept like a rock. today, i woke up and
went to brunch and saw morepeople and it was exciting and weird and it was
like i'd been there all along but it was like i hadn't been there at all,
too. very twilight zone. then cary and i had a loooooong talk about what
the shool was putting her through (beause she missed last semester because of
a conussion thing ) and she's basially going through hell and doesnt' have
anyone to talk to about it and then i glane down and there are slits all over
her right arm. i was like...oh god. like, all over. she showed them to me
and explained and i wasn't confrontational, because who am i to talk, but i'm
dedicated to making this week the happiest for her and for letting her know
t!hat she thinks no one cares but
i do (even if that doesnt' count because i'm aross the ountry) and i swore to
her that if she ever felt herself slipping, she should call me and i would
pay for the first tiket out to alifornia and i;m really sared for her. so
ah. then we went to dinner and my gparents ame and piked me up and we just
ate dinner and i'm full and want to sleep so i think i shall do that. i
probably won't get to hek my email for a few days, but do keep me updated
dahling! there's lots to talk about. i'm realizing that even though i've
changed a lot, i really haven't. i'm all oxymoronic tonight. but i hope
everything is bearable. love, morgan