Kute Koala [12:38 AM]: hi?
KTLolipop [12:38 AM]: hi
KTLolipop [12:38 AM]: where have you been?
Kute Koala [12:38 AM]: i imed you forever ago
KTLolipop [12:38 AM]: Nah ah
KTLolipop [12:38 AM]: I didn't get it
KTLolipop [12:38 AM]: :o)
KTLolipop [12:38 AM]: Hum
KTLolipop [12:39 AM]: Stupid computer
Kute Koala [12:39 AM]: i did though
Kute Koala [12:40 AM]: i wonder where travis has been
KTLolipop [12:40 AM]: Why?
Kute Koala [12:40 AM]: because we haven't talked in a few days
KTLolipop [12:40 AM]: ah
KTLolipop [12:42 AM]: Maybe he's out with friends
Kute Koala [12:42 AM]: hum
Kute Koala [12:44 AM]: the lead singer of dream is "big boned"
KTLolipop [12:44 AM]: hehe
KTLolipop [12:44 AM]: Ahhh
KTLolipop [12:44 AM]: That's lovely?
Kute Koala [12:44 AM]: i dunno
Kute Koala [12:45 AM]: there's a movie i really wanted to see but i cant' remember which one
Kute Koala [12:45 AM]: i think it was snatch
KTLolipop [12:46 AM]: I want to see that
Kute Koala [12:46 AM]: i do too
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: ahhh, spiders on tv
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: ewwewewewewewe
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: ewee2wewew
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: hehe
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: ewewewewewe
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: babye
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: *baby
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: god, i couldn't change the channel fast enough
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: what about baby
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: You are a baby
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: wah!
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: shut up!
Kute Koala [12:47 AM]: you're a bwat.
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: hehe
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: lol
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: oh my god
KTLolipop [12:47 AM]: Don't spell brat like that
Kute Koala [12:48 AM]: lol
KTLolipop [12:48 AM]: I'm going to barf
Kute Koala [12:48 AM]: bwat!
Kute Koala [12:48 AM]: barwfy bwat!
KTLolipop [12:48 AM]: ack
KTLolipop [12:48 AM]: !
Kute Koala [12:49 AM]: muhaha
Kute Koala [12:50 AM]: my legs hurt
Kute Koala [12:51 AM]: not sore. like, arthritis hurt
KTLolipop [12:51 AM]: Ohhhh
KTLolipop [12:51 AM]: I was really naughty
Kute Koala [12:51 AM]: ooo, do share
KTLolipop [12:51 AM]: hehe
KTLolipop [12:51 AM]: I broke my badness record
Kute Koala [12:51 AM]: ahh! do share!!
KTLolipop [12:51 AM]: You know my old worst thing?
Kute Koala [12:52 AM]: yes
KTLolipop [12:52 AM]: With jay and the trailer and his parents
Kute Koala [12:52 AM]: ...
KTLolipop [12:52 AM]: hehe
KTLolipop [12:52 AM]: Oh my
KTLolipop [12:52 AM]: Same sort of situation
Kute Koala [12:52 AM]: um??!
KTLolipop [12:52 AM]: I slept with him in the living room both nights because my parents were being cool
KTLolipop [12:52 AM]: And nate was sleeping out there too
KTLolipop [12:53 AM]: And we were up really late last night
KTLolipop [12:53 AM]: Mostly talking
KTLolipop [12:53 AM]: But we had sex in the living room with nate on the couch
Kute Koala [12:53 AM]: ahhhh!
Kute Koala [12:53 AM]: did nate, um, notice?
Kute Koala [12:54 AM]: and did ellie totally ignore him?
KTLolipop [12:54 AM]: And then nate said in the morning that he didn't sleep at all last night
KTLolipop [12:54 AM]: And we were like, ohhh, um, okay
Kute Koala [12:54 AM]: eek
Kute Koala [12:54 AM]: hehehe
Kute Koala [12:54 AM]: ooo, i do want a tongue ring now.
Kute Koala [12:55 AM]: that should be my bday present to myeslf
KTLolipop [12:55 AM]: I felt super naughty
KTLolipop [12:55 AM]: It should be
KTLolipop [12:55 AM]: That would be exciting
Kute Koala [12:55 AM]: wouldn't it?
KTLolipop [12:55 AM]: But if you get one, then i'm piercing my nose
Kute Koala [12:55 AM]: ok
KTLolipop [1:00 AM]: if you pierce you nose does the hole ever close up?
Kute Koala [1:00 AM]: i dunno
Kute Koala [1:00 AM]: i'm wondering that about the tongue
KTLolipop [1:03 AM]: Find a website?
Kute Koala [1:03 AM]: yup
KTLolipop [1:03 AM]: I bet there is something out there about it
Kute Koala [1:03 AM]: there's lots
KTLolipop [1:07 AM]: there is a category on yahoo for tounge piercing
Kute Koala [1:07 AM]: ooo
KTLolipop [1:09 AM]: i told you that my mommy said i could pierce my nose right?
Kute Koala [1:09 AM]: yup
KTLolipop [1:14 AM]: what would your mom say about your tounge?
Kute Koala [1:14 AM]: she wouldn't find out
Kute Koala [1:14 AM]: she might faint
Kute Koala [1:15 AM]: you know what she did when i dyed my hair
KTLolipop [1:15 AM]: really?
Kute Koala [1:15 AM]: yup
KTLolipop [1:15 AM]: How would she not find out?
Kute Koala [1:15 AM]: i wouldn't, um, open my mouth?
KTLolipop [1:15 AM]: What?
Kute Koala [1:15 AM]: i couldn't do it unitl xmas anyway
Kute Koala [1:15 AM]: so i would be at college
Kute Koala [1:15 AM]: and i'm planning on staying at college for summer
KTLolipop [1:15 AM]: Do you know how hard that would be? Everyone thinks that they could hide it
KTLolipop [1:16 AM]: But yeah...if you were at college it wouldn't matter
Kute Koala [1:16 AM]: so as long as i'm living out of the home and paying for myself, she can't do anything about it
Kute Koala [1:16 AM]: i would probably take it out
KTLolipop [1:16 AM]: You can get clear ones too
KTLolipop [1:17 AM]: that's what the people i know who have to hide it do
Kute Koala [1:17 AM]: hm
KTLolipop [1:17 AM]: I like sinead o'connors nose ring
Kute Koala [1:17 AM]: i dont' like nose rings
Kute Koala [1:17 AM]: i like eyebrow rings
KTLolipop [1:17 AM]: Why not?
Kute Koala [1:17 AM]: because
Kute Koala [1:17 AM]: it's inside your nose
KTLolipop [1:17 AM]: Joe wants an eyebrow ring
Kute Koala [1:18 AM]: key club probably wouldnt' like that
KTLolipop [1:18 AM]: A tongue ring is in your mouth
Kute Koala [1:18 AM]: yes, but things normally go in your mouth
Kute Koala [1:18 AM]: things aren't supposed to go in your nosse
KTLolipop [1:18 AM]: I can't get it until march anyways
KTLolipop [1:19 AM]: So oh well?
Kute Koala [1:19 AM]: so oh well, i don't like them
KTLolipop [1:19 AM]: Key Club wouldn't be able to do anything
Kute Koala [1:19 AM]: ah
KTLolipop [1:19 AM]: Okay
KTLolipop [1:19 AM]: I don't like tounge rings that much :o)
KTLolipop [1:19 AM]: I like them on guys
Kute Koala [1:19 AM]: i do []
KTLolipop [1:20 AM]: My only problem with getting a nose ring is that joe and i were talking about next year (scary stupid)
KTLolipop [1:20 AM]: And he wants to get a tattoo
Kute Koala [1:20 AM]: ew
KTLolipop [1:20 AM]: But it would be a problem if he's trying to do political stuff
Kute Koala [1:21 AM]: i dont like tattoos at al
Kute Koala [1:21 AM]: l
Kute Koala [1:21 AM]: i've decided
KTLolipop [1:21 AM]: And he had a tattoo and his girlfriend had a nose ring
KTLolipop [1:21 AM]: He had a really really interesting thing that he drew on his arm yesterday
KTLolipop [1:21 AM]: That i really liked
Kute Koala [1:21 AM]: hm
KTLolipop [1:21 AM]: It was something written in korean symbols
Kute Koala [1:22 AM]: from what i've read thus far, as long as your gargle listerine for about a week after you pierce your tongue, you're ok
KTLolipop [1:22 AM]: And while i don't want to base things on next year with joe, i don't want to do something that is going to be a bad issue with joe next year
Kute Koala [1:23 AM]: you can't base your life around boy.
Kute Koala [1:23 AM]: youcan't
Kute Koala [1:23 AM]: you'll regret it later
KTLolipop [1:23 AM]: I know
Kute Koala [1:23 AM]: period.
KTLolipop [1:24 AM]: But on the other hand...what if joe and i are together next year
Kute Koala [1:24 AM]: you've handled long distance this long.
Kute Koala [1:24 AM]: is he changing his life for you?
KTLolipop [1:24 AM]: Indeed
KTLolipop [1:24 AM]: To some extent?
KTLolipop [1:24 AM]: Maybe
Kute Koala [1:25 AM]: don't base your college decision on him
Kute Koala [1:25 AM]: pleeeeeeease
KTLolipop [1:25 AM]: He decided that he loved me and then he decided that he wasn't going to go to a far away school on the same day
KTLolipop [1:25 AM]: I'm not
Kute Koala [1:25 AM]: this is why i don't like relationships
Kute Koala [1:25 AM]: compromises suck
KTLolipop [1:25 AM]: hehe
KTLolipop [1:26 AM]: I wanted to go to santa cruz for a long time
Kute Koala [1:26 AM]: you change your mind every week
KTLolipop [1:26 AM]: Then jay broke up with me and i freaked out and decided that i wanted to go far away to prove that i could be independent
Kute Koala [1:26 AM]: hm
Kute Koala [1:26 AM]: and you're dependent.
KTLolipop [1:26 AM]: Now i realize that i like california
KTLolipop [1:27 AM]: And i like the idea of going away to boulder or carleton
KTLolipop [1:27 AM]: But i don't want to live in colorado
KTLolipop [1:27 AM]: Or wherever carleton is
Kute Koala [1:28 AM]: hum
KTLolipop [1:29 AM]: Do you really think i'm that dependent?
Kute Koala [1:29 AM]: yes
Kute Koala [1:29 AM]: obviously, not in a "must see him everyday or die" way
Kute Koala [1:29 AM]: but relationships equal dependency
KTLolipop [1:31 AM]: Okay, but are you particularly happy being independent?
Kute Koala [1:31 AM]: yes
Kute Koala [1:31 AM]: i'd rather be independent than dependent.
Kute Koala [1:31 AM]: i don't like myself when i have helpless crushes
Kute Koala [1:32 AM]: or like in middle school, when i needed constant reassurance by people like tasha
KTLolipop [1:32 AM]: Okay
KTLolipop [1:32 AM]: That's true
Kute Koala [1:33 AM]: but i'm not particularly happy in general
Kute Koala [1:33 AM]: that has nothing to do with dependence or independence
KTLolipop [1:35 AM]: Ah
KTLolipop [1:35 AM]: But i think that it's not the dependence that make me happy
Kute Koala [1:35 AM]: that doesn't; take away from the fact that you are dependent
KTLolipop [1:36 AM]: Dependent in what way?
Kute Koala [1:36 AM]: you need this boy, yes? you'd be unhappy, at least for a while, without his commitment?
KTLolipop [1:36 AM]: I don't need him
KTLolipop [1:36 AM]: I like him. I love him
KTLolipop [1:37 AM]: There is a difference
Kute Koala [1:37 AM]: would your happiness would be deferred if he were to claim he didn't love you?
KTLolipop [1:38 AM]: Yes, for a bit
Kute Koala [1:38 AM]: were you happier after the relationship began?
KTLolipop [1:38 AM]: Yes
Kute Koala [1:38 AM]: i'm not really provign a point
Kute Koala [1:39 AM]: i'm just asking random questions
KTLolipop [1:39 AM]: Okay :o)
Kute Koala [1:39 AM]: but having a relationships means having a dependency on a person
Kute Koala [1:39 AM]: the same way having a friendship means you depend on that person to be there for you
KTLolipop [1:40 AM]: But do you feel suffocated by friendship?
Kute Koala [1:40 AM]: sometimes
KTLolipop [1:41 AM]: But not enough to not like them?
Kute Koala [1:41 AM]: i dunno, i've been through quite a few friendships
Kute Koala [1:41 AM]: destiny's child has two songs with triple names: bills bills bills and no no no
KTLolipop [1:43 AM]: How very creative of them
Kute Koala [1:43 AM]: or of their song writers
KTLolipop [1:43 AM]: Which makes it all the worse
Kute Koala [1:43 AM]: exactly
Kute Koala [1:44 AM]: i'm tired but i dont' want to sleep
KTLolipop [1:45 AM]: Me too
Kute Koala [1:45 AM]: and i don't want to have school on monday
Kute Koala [1:45 AM]: i'm never going to be famous
KTLolipop [1:45 AM]: Most people aren't
Kute Koala [1:46 AM]: but i'm not most people
Kute Koala [1:46 AM]: so HAH
KTLolipop [1:47 AM]: i want to see the dave matthews band in concert
Kute Koala [1:48 AM]: east coast people are obsessed with them
Kute Koala [1:48 AM]: my friend knows him. i think she had dinner with him
KTLolipop [1:48 AM]: oooo
KTLolipop [1:48 AM]: Joe saw them in concert
KTLolipop [1:48 AM]: I'm jealous
KTLolipop [1:49 AM]: I've decided that i very much love them
Kute Koala [1:49 AM]: some people in my stupid tv class were talking about how you either love them or don't get them
Kute Koala [1:49 AM]: but i don't agree
Kute Koala [1:49 AM]: i like them but i don't feel the need to own all of their albums. a lot of their songs are they same.
Kute Koala [1:49 AM]: i can appreciate the music without enjoying the songs.
Kute Koala [1:49 AM]: i don't love them. i like them.
KTLolipop [1:49 AM]: That's true
KTLolipop [1:50 AM]: But i really like most of their songs
KTLolipop [1:50 AM]: Especially their lyrics
KTLolipop [1:50 AM]: I don't particularly see the differences in the way a lot of the songs sound
KTLolipop [1:50 AM]: But i like parts of all of them
Kute Koala [1:50 AM]: oooooooh, i love this song
Kute Koala [1:51 AM]: it's so relaxing and romantic and i want a mark
KTLolipop [1:51 AM]: What song?
Kute Koala [1:52 AM]: actually, i want an aj with the quirks of mark and the intelligence of lucas
Kute Koala [1:52 AM]: romeo and juliet by dire straits
KTLolipop [1:52 AM]: Ah