0 feelings for travis and i don't know why. why? why? he's a great guy. he's cute. shit. and when i tell him, i'm going to have to throw every cliche in the book at him. "it's not you, it's me." "you're a great guy!" "i hope we can still be friends." shit. i'm going to talk to him when i get back from oregon (next friday). shit shit shit shit. i need to talk to esp. i need to talk to katie. siiiiiiiiiigh. i feel horrible! that poor boy!